Today at 6:30 am my family and I woke up, packed our suitcases and began the six/seven hour journey to see family on boxing day. We are currently still on the road, we stopped for food about an hour ago. We still have about 2 hours to go. I cant wait to see my family! Hope everyone had a great Christmas :)
Christmas as a child was all about the presents, but now as an adult I look forward to spending time with my family. For the last few years, we have taken a number out of a hat and starting from 1 we pick presents and then trade with someone if we dont like what we got, you cant trade if your number has already been. This year was alot less trading but still an awesome traditional game for the day. We also looked at some old photos of the family, photos of me as a toddler, mum and dads wedding, and photos of my great uncle and a print of my great great grandfather. It was an awesome day, filled with love, laughter, food and company
Why can't I be like the girls from Sex & the City? As soon as a guy does something wrong or shows those red flags they dump him, whereas I spend months, up to a year with the wrong guy. I've had the user, controller, shy guy, etc. I don't see the red flags until I've been dumped or until I've fallen out of love after all the time I've spent trying to make things work.
There's always going be some form of drama in your life. Three weeks ago when I broke up with my ex, he told me to delete his friends off Facebook as he wanted them to have nothing to do with me. I told a few of them what he said and they said it was rude of him to ask that as they considered me more of a friend than him. My point is, dont give up on your friends, they may surprise you when you lwast expect it.
I always question if there is really someone out there, for me. Does the one really exist? Or am I just running around in circles? I want to find the one and get married, have children and live happily ever after. But is this my destiny?
In my experience, relationships are difficult and painful. In the past week I have been trying to get out of a controlling relationship, He treated me and my friends like crap and he said that we were stupid and he was the smart one. He also made rude jokes about my family and friends. He was an asshole and he was lazy. But it wasn't long until I got sick of it, and realized I no longer loved him. I tried to break it off, it was exhausting, He asked for another chance over and over again. He said that he loved me and that he could change, he also said that he wasted time and money on me. I asked friends for advice and the night before last I did my very best to end it completely. He lost control and told me he was going to kill himself. I freaked out and called the only people that I knew could help me, my parents. Now I'm safe staying at my parents house for a bit. I dont feel miserable like I did living with him, I'm with people who love and care about me
