Heartbreak

If you're in a relationship or seeing someone, and for some odd reason you realise you no longer love them, would you tell them? And if they ask for another chance, would you give that to them, or would you feel it's unfair because you no longer love them? I've always been told to break up with someone face to face, because it makes things easier, but is it really any different to doing it over the phone, text or social network? The emotional damage is still there no matter how you do it, but it always seem rather rude to not do it in person. I've only broken up with someone once, It was horrible, I felt the same as I did when someone broke my heart. I was exhausted, frustrated, hurt, angry, and wanted to spend the entire day in bed. I guess it all depends on the reaction.

Book Writing

I have started writing a book about my experiences with my Thyroid Disease on Wattpad. check it out at http://www.wattpad.com/31079312-thyroid-disease

Relationships

Relationships for me have always been complicated, but i have always been in love, So I have loved and been loved or I don't really know what love is I know that it sounds silly but I don't think you can only ever love one person. But I believe I loved each and every single person I have been with. I have been broken hearted and I have broken hearts but I'm not going to stop looking for that special someone. I have lost so many loves, even ending badly, but I'm just going have fun while I'm single, Like my 2-5 year plan of going to Europe <3 When you're in a relationship, It's not just about you, whereas if you're single you can do whatever you want and go wherever you want without worrying about your boyfriend. I have been cheated on, used, controlled, and I'm still searching, so never give up hope that somewhere out there, there is someone for you

Thyroid

I had breakfast at 4am this morning before i went to sleep, I didn't choose to stay up, It was more of I-can't-sleep-thing. The thing is, lately I haven't been doing well, sleep wise or healthwise. I was recently diagnosed with a thyroid problem, I'm still waiting on results so I'm not too sure what I've got. For the past few weeks, life has been painful and exhausting, I have been on medication for only three days, I was told it would get worse, i didn't believe them until now, i ended up with carpal tunnel syndrome and dizziness and the leg cramps got worse. I also have to wait to find out if i need all or part of my thyroid removed. See you all tomorrow :)

My New Blog

I guess you could say that I've been inspired to write this blog, probably because of watching too many episodes of The Carrie DIaries (which is AMAZING! gotta love Annasophia Rob <3) or because i always have so much on my mind and i want to write about it but here it is, my new blog and you, reading this, whoever you are, hope you enjoy. In the past few weeks I've been a little obsessed with Europe and all things to do with Swede and travelling, I'm planning on a big trip there in a few years, If i can manage to get a new job. I plan to go to England, Wales, Scotland, Ireland, France, italy, Norway and Sweden. Definitely in that order. I am also planning to learn the Swedish language, because it sounds so sexy and sophisticated and I've been reading up on Sweden and it sounds like a beautful place to live in or visit. And there you have it, my first post. See you all tomorrow